This is just the biggest headfuck.
I was *this* close to booking a flight home on the 1st of Dec today. As I was mulling it over, staring at the Qantas page where you enter the payment details and confirm the details of the change, I received a message from a guy I know over here, talking about a funny name for the party he’s throwing on the 4th of Dec.
I feel like this decision is too big for me to make myself. Everytime I think about whether I want to go or stay, I find myself nearly bursting into tears. It’s too much. This is too big. I just can’t.
