November 2007
“to violence against men, james says no”
– james.
he’s just so fun to hit!
schoolies
was the most intense experience ever.
i had so much fun.
and to chantell, aneta, danni, mrotek, nathan (rover), tim, niki, matt and lee, you guys made my weekend.
it felt like a real family.
you guys were so organised!
making breakfast, lunch and tea.
cleaning up everything.
and the drinks before we headed into victor were the highlights of my night.
and during the day.
oh, during the...
“I often find myself confused by the common occurence in my speech of elongating...”
– ali
man, you can never, EVER go wrong with that girl. *nods*
“It is with great trepidation that I use such a big word”
– College Humour
man, you can never, EVER go wrong with that site. *nods*
well
i know i haven’t posted for a while.
but life is good.
well...
i’m off for schoolies this morning.
freaking out slightly that i’m going to forget something!
i half half an hour before i get picked up.
so. freaking. excited.
we have to stop for more alcohol.
and probably airmattresses.
but apart from that… nothing is stopping us!
i’m torn as to the amount of alcohol i’m going to need..
cos if i take heaps other people will...
life.
work has been hard.
not difficult, but hard.
but all other aspects of my life i am currently loving.
schoolies soon.
we don’t have a tent.
one minute i’m excited.
the next i really can’t be fucked going.
now that school has finished
i can feel my actual life starting
an actual job
and i feel more responsible
more grown up
and i’m well aware that may sound...
my other car is a spaceship
i’m extremely happy.
my stomach keeps doing backflips.
i love this feeling!!
ps. it’s not because of my new job. it’s something else ;)
“when you’re following an angel, doesn’t mean you have to throw your...”
– she’s an angel by hey mercedes. now, i am in no way referring to myself as an angel. but it is good advice. i don’t want to mess anything up, for anyone.
sigh.
“and if our lives
should never quite entwine -
our friendship
lights my...”
– you guessed it - that book of poetry. also, not relating back to who you’d think.
“maybe it’s wrong what i’m thinking -
maybe i’m begging for...”
– thoughts of nanushka again. i am definitely feeling this way at the moment. well, at least, i think this poem justifies my current way of thinking. i’m sorry.
“there was a time
when i was so restless
i could not
remain still
long enough...”
– thoughts of nanushka. a book of poetry i found that i have fallen in love with.
gladwrap
i know that you probably don’t think gladwrap would account for much entertainment. but you honestly haven’t lived until you’ve tried to gladwrap something and almost been caught. but that made up but a small portion of my last 13 hours. today/tonight, in no particular order, i: -went to marks. washed his car. returned school books. watched last nights heroes (which we missed...
“i never really got into harry potter. couldn’t get past the big words....”
– nathan lowe, once again providing us with entertainment :D
“and they ALL had smiles”
– nathan lowe, who had us in stitches most of the night :D
a distorted reality is now a necessity to be free
no more exams. no more stress. no more yr 12. i don’t think i’ve ever felt quite free. i feel like i’m falling. and i like it. it seems like the rest of my life was a dream. and now i’m awaking from my slumber. to let my real life begin. but now i need direction. something to move towards. something to fight for. a passion. when i find it, i’ll let you know. but for...
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tim, i wish you were born a girl.
This is that song that is mentioned in the previous post. my favourite are the first and last verses. just imagine james singing it to tim. the best part?? one of the members of the band is called Jamey Huggins, and he released an album under the name “James Husband”. can it GET any better than that?? XD I was *actually* laughing so hard I was crying as we figured this one out over...
tim: i got those of montreal songs
ash: u like em??
tim: they had one called "tim i wish you were born a girl"
ash: NO FREAKING WAY!!
ash: i didn't see that one lol
tim: its funny cos i reckon it must be how james feels about me lol
John Donne: A Valediction Forbidding Mourning.
So, in the name of procrastination, i was thinking, and reading. And i was reading some other people’s tumbled thoughts, and some of the beautiful words they were adding to their tumblrs. And for some reason, my thoughts went to John Donne’s ‘A Valediction: Forbidding Mourning’. A beautiful poem in all, my favourite part are these two stanza’s: If they be two, they...
sigh
art exam in t-minus 2 hours. i just want to crawl under my bed covers. release some tears and emotions. let the next couple of days fly by. and emerge, no longer a high school student. but rather, someone free, with nothing to hold her back. and go forth in the world. make my mark. and make memorable memories.
“organisation is the most sincere form of procrastination”
– lilian :)
“If you like the excitement of delusions of grandeur, but don’t like...”
– Jakob Lodwick from jakoblodwick.com
“when you get older, you get younger.. but then, you find some icecream. and you...”
– Me (in an msn convo with tim s)
going to mt lofty summit
ash: i hope it isn't going to be really awkward again :/
tim: yeah, you probably don't want us breaking your friends again
tim: we didn't touch them i swear
yr 12
Today, setting up for the art show tomorrow night, made me realise just how much I can’t wait for this year to be over. As much as I have absolutely loved this year (best year of my life - although I am only 17 years young) - I have made a tonne of new friends, whom (as you can probably tell by my lower posts) make my life as enjoyable as I could never imagine. Again, as much as I have...
setting up for art (via txt)
mrotek: oioi hey, wat time at art tomozle?
ash: tomozle hey? 2.30 i think. should be interesting to c u try and string that thing up tho xD
mrotek: hah, u knw wat wil b evn more interestin, watchin u try to help. thanku gdnite!
i do miss jake.
jake: dyknowww
jake: i went to kfc with jordan
ash: really??
ash: when?
jake: umm.. like friday or saturday night
jake: and i was all i sure hope ash is here
jake: but she wasnt !
jake: its cos i miss you
ash: awwww i miss you more!
jake: nah
jake: you cant
jake: cos its all, i miss you like heaps right
ash: i think i do
jake: and i mean sure you miss me
jake: but my heaps would be bigger than your heaps
jake: next time i see you ill show you
ash: i don't think that's possible, jakub
jake: ill show you like a pile
ash: sounds awesome
jake: of missing-ness
ash: i can't wait to see your pile of missingness
jake: trouble is
jake: its invisible
jake: so youll have to trust me on how big it is
un-bold?
What *is* the opposite of bold? i mean, -this- is normal. and -this- is bold. what else is there? m.ash.ley@hotmail.com if you have any suggestions for me (Y)
msn
i finally gave in and got msn. i really should have waited another week, until all my exams were over, but kaine talked me into it. m.ash.ley@hotmail.com if you want to chat. haha, also, kaine and I are becoming ‘scene’. kaineBINGE and ashVOGUE. LOLerskates.
exam study
has NOT been happening. quick rundown of last night: = goon, red cordial, free subway, playgrounds, me being dezo, mroteks house, scary (but sweet) rottweiler, nathan in boxers, sundaes at maccas, a found teddy bear with its head ripped off, yr 9s from st pauls, one with no shirt on, one calling himself my bestfriend, one climbing on top of my car, ALL drunk, running over kaines foot, stealing...
silent sea - kt tunstall
I was happy in my harbour When you cut me loose Floating on an ocean And confused Winds are whipping waves up Like sky scrapers And the harder they hit me The less I seem to bruise And when I Find the controls I’ll go where I like I’ll know where I want to be But maybe for now I’ll stay right here On a silent sea On a silent sea part of her song, silent sea. i...
“Ice cream doesn’t solve every problem. I know that. There are some...”
– joey comeau - asofterworld.com
last night
= exploring the railroad in mawson lakes, almost getting caught and having to stealth it along unused trains, going for a stroll along a creek with mark, heroes (Y), jumping the fence of a golfcourse to find golf balls, rolling said golf balls down hills, finding a lemon which was the exact size and colour of the golf balls, fitting 7 people into a small honda civic, most of which were drunk,...
eep
Maths exam over. I never, ever again have to say ‘i better get that maths homework done’, or ‘i really, really should be studying for my maths test’. Unless, of course, I do maths at uni. which probably won’t be happening. Language rich subjects, here I come! But the conclusion of my maths exam marks the halfway point of all of my exams. Visual arts on Tues and Chem...
“twas a pretty memorable night, the smell of your hair on the breeze… tims...”
– James, discussing last night. Also the same guy that said ‘my hand is on my crotch because of you, tim’. They’re not gay. At least I don’t think so.
The words of Jakob Lodwick.
‘Tumblr has reinvigorated my love for having my own website. And having my own website is like being a homeowner. If your website is a MyFace profile, it’s like you live in a housing...